First Love
arlo, it’s me =) i’m listening to ur ipod songs.. i love one of them.. it’s "first love" by the japanese singer.. extremely nice.. hmm.. keep on repeating..
finally i have the courage to cross the road.. since u left.. i dare not to walk further.. to woolworths or pitt street mall.. not even cross the road to hungry jacks.. coz i know i will miss u more.. hmm..
do u miss us? i hope u do =) where r u rite now? doing fine?
hmm.. this coming friday is the party edi.. will u be there as well? lolx. i know it’s impossible. i will enjoy myself. lu wei is coming to city. but i’m not sure i can meet her or not, coz i’m bz this week. they r going to fish market on saturday..
went for check up today. dr suggested that i should go for ultrasound.. @#$!%& juz collection of tissue.. mayb coz of the bruise.. nth serious perhaps..
met one of the customer, she said that there will be lotz of flowers at canberra in this coming september.. should i go n visit? i’m so afraid of hearing the word "canberra".. i would never ever forget my 1st visit to Canberra.. it’s the hospital.. =( sigh..
shyt.. i miss u again.. =(
only u, never scold me.. never get angry easily.. will listen the probs.. although u might not suggest the best solution.. at least.. u’ll be there to listen.. i’ve got lotz of things to share with u..
hmm.. i know my friends are getting impatient already.. they dislike seeing me looking back.. thinking of the past.. they will angry soon i guess..
sorry guyz.. i need some times.. 3weeks already.. i tot i’m okay.. but i’m not.. anyway when u see me smiling.. pls assume that i’m okay.. i’m alright.. I’M ALRIGHT.. juz treat me as usual.. smile back to me ^^ i try to hide the sad face of me k? tears only with me, will try my best not to show u guyz =)
oh ya, juz sent out the thanks card to Intensive Care Unit ^^
hm.. i need some encouragement to go forward.. support me k? remember yuan yuan? i’m looking forward for every "thursday" now.. not "saturday" nite anymore.. hehe.. see.. i said i will be okay.. coz i got no chance to complain this n that to u anymore..
i went to a temple at surry hills today.. i saw "bay 9" of central station.. the place where we caught the bus to snowy .. hate it =(
my mummy read my blogs le.. she cried.. hmm.. hehe.. sor sor one hor? what’s so sad bout the blogs? i’m "talking" to u like usual.. =)
"first love" is really a sad song..
miss ya ^^
August 23rd, 2006 at 8:01 am
pls be tough girl… cheer up.. take ur time but not too long, k?
August 23rd, 2006 at 7:11 pm
yan, unforeseen period of pain. lolx. thanks for dropping by =)